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may peace be upon us

When the lot of them has just entered the school's compound,
'It' was within my grasp approximately about 8.03am.
'It' was the very first of my Teachers' Day Gift.



(I was sort of wishing some would, but honestly I didn't dare to hope)

SubhanAllah (terharu)~ Only Allah knows best.

always something extra -vid-whoring!

May peace be upon you(:

All in all, like Bucuk said, since we reached all our objectives for the day,
"Today, best jugak." Likewise,

'nuff said (:

how i fell in love with the most unlikely

may peace be upon you.

This is based on my true story.

There is a boy in my class. He joined us in the middle of the school term. By then, all of us are friends with each other (well, sort of). Mummy told me we should be kind to the new kids because they might feel scared on their first day. But we were all so very excited to meet him, we can't wait to tell him everything; what he should and should not do. On his first day, he came with his grandma and mom. They look very friendly yet wary of us at the same time.

I was wary of them too. Especially because, I know the class don't like me so much sometimes. So I wanted him to be my friend.

Our chinese 老師, told me to watch out for him because his English was not so good. I said, "Of course, alright".

I watched him as the days passed. He disgusts me now. He does not smile. He picks his nose, drool on his book and used his finger to erase his letters instead of calling for erasers. And he smells! Sometimes he will start to cry. When he cries, he makes such a lot of noise and starts jibbering in chinese (which I can't understand!).

That's not even the worst part. The worst part of it is that when he gets very upset he wants to go home! He will really, really, really, literally run away from our classroom or dining room or music room and head the door. Even then, he did not stop there! He will go out and run to the direction of his home until I grabbed him and pulled him back. It is very exhausting.

He is in our class for a month now. I watch him play with the other kids. I realised when he get really upset and confused over why he was being scolded or beaten by his classmates, will he then throw his tantrums and run away. Also, he smelled really bad before because the air-con was spoiled and he was sweating. I forgot all of us were smelly too.

I like him again now although he is still very stubborn. His staggering chinese is audible now and even though I don't speak fluent chinese I could guess the basic things he is trying to say by his body language. Sometimes I would hear him laugh. He has such a happy laugh, its hard not to laugh along. and his smile, he has a very nice smile. I think he is learning to understand.

The best thing happened just a few hours ago. He was on his motorbike. The one you sit and just press a lever near the foothold with your feet to move. I guess his motorbike is broken or something because his grandma was there pulling on his motorbike with a rope to help it move.

And just when I thought he would pretend to not recognise me or didn't even recognise me (like he did before), he called out to me infront of his grandma and greeted me with a smile,










































"Teacher Naya!"

SubhanAllah (': Wallahualam bissawab.

"I do believe in fairies, I do, I do"

May peace be upon you(:

After the slight satisfaction of cleaning a part of my room (yeah, just a part, not the whole room), I wanted to do something more. but it turns out, I don't have quite the energy to whipped everything in my real room into place. Soooo, I took the satisfaction of cleaning out A.R.'s room! TA-DA!



looks oh-so-cozy!



sparkly! (sadly it doesn't have a theme):



the kitchen!! absolute mouth-watering temptations!!! *drools*



kind of surprised at how this room turned out to become. (:

Total damage : +-$$ 25000 NeopetsCoins (T_T)


Next stop! (still stuck, at) MY BEDROOM!! have to start spring cleaning now, before fasting fever sets in. hmmm mmmmm hmmm. My job for tomorrow will include taking photos of the kids' work. Will show you people some of their creations, insyaAllah, because I'm super egg-cited of what they have done. Give them the right materials and voila! Something out of nothing, its like magic! Suddenly made me think of Tinkerbell and Peter. haha. like, really (:

this longing to get down and dirty

May peace be upon you(:

the five year-olds work (= kind of proud of them. but not of my background design =/ i know mine's messy. but i'm working on my creative side. these days, working with them really need the left side of my brain.


their work (kites) and my background's working progress..

my supervisor's background and their work (dishes)...

as Blake reckoned in Jerusalem,

“I must Create a System or be enslav’d by another Man’s/I will not Reason & Compare: my business is to Create.”;

my k1s

may peace be upon you.

the buggerits came to school for 1 and a half hrs only.
we played 4 kinds of game and sang the anthem, said the pledge and sang national songs.
at the end of the day, they were given coin bank souvenirs.
such a varsity of reactions. imagine that? haha

it was my first time being in the same room w the nurseries.
most were slow much (with a few exceptions) but i guess at the age of four, anyone would still be awfully shy huh?(;

I'm not sure why but it felt a little bit more rewarding then usual to be in their (my usual buggerits) presence today. nevermind the bone-tired feeling straight after. :x

would definitely do it all again. wallahualam. (:

bridge

peace be upon you.

The Last Air Bender was awesome. yesterday was awesome.
but yesterday is gone...

this childhood of theirs

May Peace Be Upon Us.



After eons of days of Missing In Action, I am back!









WHOOHOO!!







(ok laugh)

It's such an eye-opener how kids wear their expressions on their sleeves. The five year olds I know has not yet developed a complicated mix of emotions (or developed a mask yet). To sum up their feelings it all depends whether they like or dislike or/and when they think something is right (thus, they agree) or when they think that particular something is wrong (and thus, disagree with complains, whines or even sulking).

It touched me to see that most of them are able to care for their friends. Most days, I was let on to see their self-impression of others affect the way they communicate after a fight (atleast one became more wary of the other/s) or a happy incident (they became closer).

I guess, in some ways, I'm glad I could be the cause of those happy incident and likewise if I could intervene and prevent a fight. it's rewarding that way. Yet there are still those days, where it's so hard to reach them or assure them that it's okay, that its a small matter, or that crying won't solve anything.

It seems that I had needed all these lessons from my five-year olds to confront the one person that I might have neglected long ago; me.

My hope now is to finish off this year with them and wish with all my heart they would remember me, not because of my looks or appearance but through good values that they've picked up in my class. Wallahualam bissawab.

a certain seven years old

May peace be upon us.

After seeing too many tears in the first week of school, it's really nice to see more smiling faces before the week came to an end. // Almost as nice as seeing a seven-years-old bowl and hit a spare at the eleventh hour. (:

Funny, they say, laughter is the best medicine, they dint mention the cramps yur face will have later on ;p especially after seeing someone trying to dance-off to the para-para beat. hilarious, i tell yu. xD Have to thank 'F' for that. (:

a roller-coaster ride emotion. and then my short revenge (=
oh, sweet justice! (;

wallahualam

typical

may peace be upon you.










I'm getting the same feeling I have when all my friends decided to join NPCC, and I looked at that CCA grp and wanted smth different. This is the same feeling when I see half of the grls my age fell for the same guy and I looked away and want smone else. This is also the feeling I have to choose not to watch popular game shows on tv just because all of them does.

This feeling jumps and claws at me like an irritating bugger. I know I can choose to be not typical. but I can't seem to shake of the familiar feeling of wanting a different dream. (Not to mention, the years I would have to spend. what if i have children of my own?)

It's all written isn't it.. I've tried to get it. could or could not, i guess i'll cross the bridge when I come to it. still, a different dream sounds as lovely as sour cream.

gottakeepbelieving.

not too hot not too cold

may peace be upon you (:

the weather was nice today,
actually great for laying ard in bed, esp in the morning.

well, actually, i wanna boasts i had a nice day today.

okaybye *catsmile*

prepare for awesomeness

may peace be upon us (:


KARATE KiD WAS AWESOME! Hyakdush!
translation: I din't get I-want-my-money-back feeling. (:it's good)

Even tho I went brrr-oke today, I had the I-want-to-watch-this-again feeling for this still. This is so rare of me. The only show that I can still remember I had this kind of feeling was "My name is Khan" which is like three months ago. HAHAH. Usually, its the oh-yeah-watched-that feeling. instead, I wanna watch it again! Again, again! ((; Maybe its the company (; familiar but different (= ♥family

also, its set in China. a country i din't know i missed (;

the show brings such a heartwarming feeling... imissChina(':

wallahualam bissawab(:

thirteenth ♥

may peace be upon you (;

meet ikan Selar kuning/Yellow-mellow/Purple fin/Blue-face/Stripey which is an angel-fish shaped kite that *Bucuk and I named after we bought it at Gek Poh some time ago. The first time we tried, it flew! (but went down soon after. i think its because the string was too short.)

as for our second attempt at the same place but of a different day, which was today, it FAILED. HAHA


had fun, pretending to fly it though (;

old 'tanah kayu'

may peace be upon us.

It's been awhile since I went to an old place of Mum's. I used to hate gg there. It used to be boring; not much toys, too many shops, stuffy, no entertainment and most importantly no place to seat while mummy went shopping, a definite no-no place for a kid like me xD ... but I like it there now (:Imma Changed Person xD huhu)

Thanks to Pinggan Licin. ;p

The friday, I went to sch, watched "MadeOfHonor", super-hilariously yet touching of some sort. the familiar environment brings back nostalgic memories,too.
But I'm writing on fresh papers as I go. I'll survive(:

Thanks to Bucuk ;p

(:SC,uoystraeh)

let me hear this

may peace be upon us.

meant to be and written
i don't want a love song
and this is one of the reason
a romance turns wrong

when the sun shine
i don't want to be gone
like a lost kite
heartwreck on the shore

the last thing i need
someone to take me higher
the last thing i wish
someone to drop me that much faster

in this heart
a beautiful melody
it longs to sing
fly with the wind

if only they knew
what sets me free
maybe we could skip around all this
but it wasnt meant to be

so i look up and prayed
a rainbow will save the day.

if you say, bby grl it'll be okay

i'm telling you, its not enough.
jack, someone said a grl needs 3As
but sometimes, i think

a little of fairy dust* won't hurt.



'nuff said(:

the malay seminar

peace be upon you.

i have no husband yet i have 75 kids.
the good thing is i dont have to have them for 24 hrs.
the bad thing despite having to allow them to improve on their communication /language skills, i'm responsible to implement 'jati diri' into them as not only a citizen of SG but a malay citizen of sg.

jati diri sebagai seorang melayu.

Jika diteguh oleh orang tua "kau anak kurang ajar"
Ada tak rasa terguris hati hingga tak sedap lena?

i saw freddy

may peace be upon you.

i don't like horror movies. but a certain *bucuk go and dragged me to Cathay to watch Nightmare on Elm Street.

the good thing is mihhtiwemitdnepsottegi.
but the bad thing is I creep myself out (more than usual),
rofl.

anyway, movie updates,
I WANT TO WATCH KARATE KID W MY SISTER NEXT MONDAY!!
LETS ROCK THIS ISLAND PARADISE WHOOHOO!!!

coincides

may peace be upon us.

I rmbr my wish almost eight years ago.
That wish gave me the courage to chop my hair off.
(it was very short okay. slope haircut. oo)

Now, I'm all dolled up with henna on my hand.


Still waiting....













The question is, how much longer will you make me wait?
















alhamdulilah majlis pernikahan dan persandingan Cik Ifa dgn Uncle Banam da selesai. tunggu abg Leng den kak Ila punya turn, next. HAHA cepat nyer masa berlalu. Rasa macam semalam kite smue masih main dgn trolley Atuk. IloveyouAtuk.

first dive

peace be upon us.

If only life is like a blog post entry. You can delete stuff, post up stuff and best of all hit the sign out button and forget about it for a while till next time. Then again, life is a book full of chapters; when one chapter ends, the other begins.............................................

its just so complicated smtimes,

abu dhabi doo

may peace be upon us.

Caught "sex and the city 2" with yvonne and hashanah/

IT WAS SO LMAO BECAUSE NONE OF US WATCHED PART 1

...
AND WE ARRIVED LATE. LOL
THOUGH THERE'S CENSORED STUFF (M18 dok)
THE  STORYLINE WAS ALRIGHT

WORTH IT FOR A WEEKEND MOVIE
COZ ITS 2HRS AND A HALFF HAHA

REMINDED ME OF TGQS.
WONDERed WOULD WE BECOME LIKE THAT IN FUTURE.

HAHAHAH