heart of gold

may peace be upon you...

what happen to all that talk of "don't be influence by others easily" and the "give others the benefit of a doubt" when socialising? I mean seriously if you don't like the person but the person is talking to you about a common AND harmless topic, why are you giving them an attitude?

NAUZUBILLAHMINZALIK. Out of the many sickness that you test me and my love ones, ya Allah, I pray it would never be sickness of the heart.

get wet, lets!

May peace be upon you !

GUESS WHERE DID MUM, DAD, MIR AND I WENT JUST A FEW HOURS AGO??











PASAR GEYLANG!!!









I'M SO TEMPTED TO SPEND, SPEND, SPEND THERE!
THERE'S MY BUTTONS BROOCH (I'VE BEEN WANTING THOSE FOR, I DONT KNOW, FOREVER?), THE JUBBAH TELEKONG a.k.a. TELEKONG BOYANN (WHOA, RACIST PE) AND, AND ,.... I DID NOT SPEND ON IT. EXCEPT FOR THESE BABIES:









SURPRISE! YAY! FINALLY! A COVERED SWIMMING COSTUME!
(but my feet still opened though)
MIRA GOT ONE TOO! HOW COOOLL!!! :DDDD

My very first double X and 1 L clothing & for once its not a pass-me-down shirt. (:

I LOVE MY JOBBBBBBB

May peace be upon you....

Alhamdulilah today was definitely one of the better days. the queue wasn't as long and the customers did not asked tooo non-sense-si-cal questions that is hard to answer and all of the transactions went smoothly - well most of them - and even Boss said all in all "It was a good day. Give a pat on your back". Alhamdulillah Wa Syukur Lillah

One of the friends I have at work is showing me a black face. I guess it comes with authority and power. In a way I know he is doing this for my own good, in another, I can't help missing that friend. I hope I can learn things at Enterprise Banking faster so that I can see my friend smile again at me and give him less worries.

Have you watch The Devil's Wear Prada? Ykno the leading actress? yeah, that and her 'senior colleague' the one who had the flu and was so call de-moted and when she's having a bad, terrible, sick day did she give up? Nope, instead she said, "I love my job, i love my job, i love my job." maybe you might think she's pathetic. Well in life you either have the talents or the guts and determination to do something. I admire her role because she might not have the best-i-know-how but at least she knows what she wants and tries to go for it with all that she can. If I can't be great at this job, I want to at least give it all I could before I throw down the curtain and call it quits.

I owe that much to those who had endured me through learning it.

Allah hu Rabbi, help me get through this please.

endless

May peace be upon you. (:

What's the probability that you would end up with someone who is not your "type" at all?

I saw a couple in MRT today.
The woman, fully and decently and muslimah-ly covered but the man has a tattoo on the side of his neck. They were both teasing and playing with a baby in a pram parked near his feet. His right arm occasionally resting on the woman's lap when his sitting back in his seat.

I found myself asking..........

WHAT IS THIS WOMAN, SO DECENTLY COVERED, DOING CHOOSING THIS MAN AS HER HUSBAND?


Somewhere in my brain, a story Ustad Usama Cannon had shared reposition itself in my head. It goes somth like this;

"A woman and a man lived together in a house as husband and wife. One day, a stranger came to seek shelter in their home. The stranger saw the wife first, she was so drop-dead gorgeous. When the stranger saw her husband, his jaw dropped and he asked the wife 'You are so beautiful, why are you wih him???' By this qns alone, you can tell how 'good-looking' the husband is. The woman just simply replied 'Maybe I am the Reward to the good deeds that he has done.' Paused. 'Or Maybe he is a punishment to the bad deeds I did.'"


In which ever ways, we put it, there must be a reason as to what and why did marriage happened between them. It could be because of their past, because of the babe's future but I guess, only Allah knows the real story. And no one, especially a virtual outsider, stranger like me, should pass judgement just because they look odd together.

"Every saint has a past,
Every sinner has a future."

SubhanAllah.
&I'm a sinner. :(
astaghfirullahal'azim.


Ya Allah, berkatilah keluarga ku yang sekarang ini dan yang akan datang. Sesungguhnya hanya dengan izin mu, rumahtangga boleh menikmati bahagia.

A diamond ring

May peace be upon you♥



I have been wanting to buy a ring for myself but someone beat me to it.

& I'm thinking probably I'll only have like 10% of the Ferrero Rocher in this box.

Nonetheless,
Thank you. Hearts the gifts and the thoughts (and the Bucuk:') muchhh ♥♥♥

Featuring Rabiatul Adawiyah

may peace be upon you

"Jika aku menyembah-Mu kerana takut daripada api neraka-Mu maka bakarlah aku di dalamnya! Dan jika aku menyembah-mu kerana tamak kepada syurga-Mu maka haramkanlah aku daripadanya! Tetapi jika aku menyembah-Mu kerana kecintaanku kepada-Mu maka berikanlah aku balasan yang besar, berilah aku melihat wajah-Mu yang Maha Besar dan Maha Mulia itu" - Rabiatul Adawiyah

english (or part thereof): If I worship you because I'm scared of your hell, throw me in and let me burn in it! And if I worship you to gain entrance in heaven, forbid me from it! But if I worship you because of my love for you, give me a great reward that is let me see the face of the Greatest, the Al-mighty.



*bows head in shame*