Friday, April 30, 2010

honey in these pots

May peace be Upon US (:

LIKE FINALLY. A DATE WITH THIS BUNCH OF GORGEOUS GRLS.







IT'S SURPRISING, I HALF THOUGHT WE WOULD BE AWKWARD NOW
BUT WE WEREN'T...




ON THE CONTRARY, I THINK WE WOULD
READILY AGREE ON A FULL DAY OUTING NEXT TIME.



*smiles*





In no particular order - 7years ago;
FROM FIRST-FRIEND AT SEC 1 ORIENTATION CAMP;GUGA.
FIRST MALAY FRIEND AT SJAB; ROZY
MY SEC 1 CLASSMATE; SHARIFFFFF (hehe)
THE PERSON WHO SAT BESIDE ME IN SEC 1 FIRST ASSEMBLY; USHA

TO THE YEARS WE HAD SHARING OUR DAYS AND GROWING UP IN SEC SCH
(although fragmented;)



TO NOW
(vainpots eh?)





THINGS ARE SO DIFFERENT NOW.
YET, YOU MAKE IT SEEM JUST LIKE THE OLD DAYS.

I WAS ONLY 12 WHEN I FIRST KNOW YOU.





damn. I feel old.
haha

Thursday, April 15, 2010

saya perempuan, awak lelaki

May Peace Be Upon Us

My circle of friends is starting to get a little wider.
But true enough, with more friends, the more difficult it is to stay on everyone's likes.

This is Han Jun and our msn convo box. Look at his DP and mine.
Like two different worlds. alien and out of space.


I'M KIDDING YAW! HAHAHA







♥ differences.
something that distinguish us.

Monday, March 29, 2010

kind words and beautiful nightmare

May peace be upon us,

SOON THE TOUGH IS GOING TO GET GOING
I HAVEN USE THIS MUCH FACIAL EXPRESSION EVERSINCE
"An enemy of the people" Petra, much?
TOMORROW MIGHT GIVE ME AN ANSWER FOR THE MYSTERY

LIKE ALL NEW THINGS, THEY SEEM SCARIER AND HARDER
THESE WORDS ARE THE ONES THAT KEEP ME GOING THESE DAYS;
She our one la. You all don't have/
Bye! See you tomorrow! I love you!

THIS ONE, HOWEVER,
Ms Nadiyah, you very pretty

PRETTY EH?
SOMEONE ONCE SAYS THE PRETTIEST PEOPLE ON EARTH 
ARE THE ONES THAT CAN CONTROL THEIR ANGER.
WAIT TILL THEY HEAR ME ROAR.

BET I'M THEIR NIGHTMARE THEN.

TSK.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

dropped dead

May peace be upon you...



I'm feeling what I'm feeling at that point of time.
I'm so _________ I want to throw up.
Again, I'm not brave. I'm just a little less afraid than others.


....

I survived holding a 50kg snake for a whole 2 minutes.
Maybe I'll survive a room full of those buggerits for a day tomorrow.

& the next day. & the next... & the next.

Wishful thinking.





Ya Allah, where else could I turn to?

Saturday, March 6, 2010

.. and i'm not a terrorist

May peace be upon you (:

i wasnt really at peace the last few days.
hurhur.excited, much? ask the heart.

Anyway,



Not a typical bollywood love story but still
SUKER! ROFL!

MY NAME IS NADIYAH, I'M A MUSLIM AND I'M NOT A TERRORIST.

WHAT GOOD IS VIOLENCE AND HATRED????

Penat tau main benci2, marah2 ni smue.
HATING AND BEING ANGRY AND STAYING IN THE 'Mrajuk' SIDE
DRAINS THE MENTAL ENERGY, NO?
HAHA DONT LET ME GET STARTED ON THE aftermath OF CRYING.
-.-


TO HOLD MYSELF OFF FROM NOT TALKING TO Someone
 I CARE ABOUT BECAUSE OF ANGER/IRRITATION
NOT EXACTLY MY TYPE OF STAMINA

Kan Syahhhh?
*roll eyes* 
HHAHA

STAMINA TO JOG/RUN/STAND FOR LONG HOURS - MAYBE STILL CAN LA
(BUT RUSTY, giler xD)


I THINK SONIYA JEHAN PLAYED HER ROLE TO A 'T' (;

WE SHALL OVERCOME SOMEDAY(=
DEEP IN MY HEART, I DO BELIEVE.


BLOODY BRILLIANT.
heheh.

---------------

TODAY I HAVE A LIFE =x
xD

(PADAHAL SPENT 6 HRS IN YISHUN -NORTHPOINT)
HAHAHAH

Bolehla tu yerrr~~



(:

Saturday, February 27, 2010

to love my own so thoroughly it might hurt

May peace be upon You (:

HASANAH aka SCANDAL aka THE ZOMBIE! VISITED ME YESTERDAY.
FELT QUITE BAD AGAIN BECAUSE DINT MANAGE TO SEND HER TO BUSSTOP.
AFTER A DURATION OF 1 WEEK BEING COOPED UP AT HOME
SOMEONE VISITED ME! YAYNESS!

AND THIS EVENING IF EVERYTHING GOES WELL, INSYAALLAH MY MUM WOULD LET ME OUT TO GRAD NITE.
I'M STILL FEELING A LITTLE JITTERY FACING THE WORLD WITH THIS 'NEW FACE'.
MAYBE IT WON'T BE ACCEPTED. MAYBE IT'LL FREAK PPLE OUT BUT I GOT TO TRY

NO BETTER DAY TO START THEN TODAY, YES? YES!
"A loser is afraid of winning, but a winner is not afraid of losing."
& ONE THING THAT I AM TRYING MOST NOT TO BE, IS A LOSER (;

TAKE A CHANCE. MAKE A RISK.
PRAY FOR ME AS I HAVE PRAYED FOR YOU.
BEST WISHES (:



med time. owh yu frigging doctors. =.=

Thursday, February 25, 2010

someday we'll know


May peace be upon US.



AR'NT THEY JUST THE CUTEST ?
I ESPECIALLY PICKED OUT THOSE WELL-DRESSED PETS BECAUSE THEY ARE SO DARN ADORABLE IN THOSE COSTUMES. GRR.
OF COURSE THERE ARE STILL OTHERS THAT I DINT INCLUDE.
NOT BECAUSE THEY LACK OF ADORABLE FACTOR. NONONO.
THERE'S JUST TOO MANY TO CHOOSE FROM (:



















btw

















I thought you said I wasn't heartless.
I thought you said I wasn't heartless.
I thought you said I wasn't heartless.
I thought you said I wasn't heartless.



I thought wrong.

it'sokay. (':


(Pic: Anna from ShamanKing)

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

SHOUT IT OUT LOUD! (:

May peace be upon you, everybody =D

HELLO HELLO.
ITS SUCH A GLORIOUS MORNING.
AND I'M UBER EGG-CITED.
MUM AND DAD AND ADIK HAS GONE TO PREPARE ADIK'S POLY ADMISSION.
DOUBLE UBER EGG-CITED FOR HER.
NOT EVERYDAY A GRL GETS TO EXPERIENCE THE FIRST BABY STEPS OF ADMISSION, YES?
HEAVENNNSSS, YEAHHHH

CURRENTLY I'VE BEEN TAKING "xepasone", A STEROID TYPE OF DRUG.
PRETTY HILARIOUSLY SERIOUS, IF YOU GET WHAT I MEAN *nudge, nudge, nudge, nudge* EH?
WELL, IF YOU DON'T, CLICK HERE
NO VIRUS, SO DON'T WORRY WORRY EH?

I'VE BEEN LAYING AROUND THE HOUSE MOPING ON AND ON
WHETHER I'M GOING TO DIE, WHETHER I CAN BE NORMAL AGAIN
THAT I REALIZE IF I KEEP ON DOING THIS
EVEN IF I DIE THEN I WILL REGRET THE DAYS I HAVE SPENT NOT DOING THINGS THAT I WANT
AS IN SETTING MYSELF LIMITATIONS EH EH EH?
AND SO...

TEMPORARY SETBACK.
I'LL BE THE JOYOUS KID ON EARTH
IT'S EASIER TO TAKE PITY FOR OTHERS
THEN TAKING PITY FROM OTHERS.
WOULDN'T WANT THAT NOW, WOULD YA?
THOUGHT SO (;

LET'S ROLL!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

miss you much, i do.

Peace be Upon us.
I miss dancing. I don't know what to do about it.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

sassy, smart and totally kick-ass

May peace be upon Us.

HELLO AIRBRYBUDDY.

I caught Ms Congeniality II just now. Sandra B. ROCKS! 'Fuller' was simply amazeeee-ingggg. much ♥♥.
&&

I'm searching for a Husband.
(application for boyfriend is officially close)
Since Jodoh needs to be 'carik',
Will advertise soon. insyaAllah.
PENGUMUMAN! PENGUMUMAN! HAHA


Monday, January 11, 2010

this grl of many if

May peace be upon Us (:



If you can make me feel that way, please tell me your name, contact number, address and most importantly please come and love me forever.

what does it take to not be too afraid?

Thursday, December 17, 2009

beautiful abstract

May peace be upon Us.

"Aku jangan dipanggil Wanita sejati jika masih bergantung dengan Laki-laki. Tapi Aku masih perlukan seorang laki-laki untuk ku cintai."

- I think that is so brilliant.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

the heart that lies within

May peace be upon Us.

"Ala Bro, kau carik yang lain ajela. Aku raser ni awek ade lain sikit. heheh."
Sekasar-kasar bahasa,ada yang indah tersirat disebalik kata-kata, (=

Saturday, December 5, 2009

shaver



I would like to watch the movie again.It changed my opinion abt materialistic/high-maintenance grls. Comical but with a touch of everything nice; like detective work, abit of suspense, and lots of romance. Braces has never looked so sexy on a man before and and I never thought I would say this, but Aaron Aziz , was/is quite hot in this movie. oooooouh, PANAS! haha
instead of cursing and saying the F-word or BS or even OMG, lets try OH, MY LOUIS VUITTON! OH, MY DIOR! MY DOLCE GABBANA! OH, MY PRADAAAAAAAAA.

and when you sneeze, try: OH MY JIMMY... CHOO!
=D =D =D