Friday, June 18, 2010

typical

may peace be upon you.










I'm getting the same feeling I have when all my friends decided to join NPCC, and I looked at that CCA grp and wanted smth different. This is the same feeling when I see half of the grls my age fell for the same guy and I looked away and want smone else. This is also the feeling I have to choose not to watch popular game shows on tv just because all of them does.

This feeling jumps and claws at me like an irritating bugger. I know I can choose to be not typical. but I can't seem to shake of the familiar feeling of wanting a different dream. (Not to mention, the years I would have to spend. what if i have children of my own?)

It's all written isn't it.. I've tried to get it. could or could not, i guess i'll cross the bridge when I come to it. still, a different dream sounds as lovely as sour cream.


gottakeepbelieving.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

not too hot not too cold

may peace be upon you (:

the weather was nice today,
actually great for laying ard in bed, esp in the morning.


well, actually, i wanna boasts i had a nice day today.
okaybye *catsmile*

Monday, June 14, 2010

prepare for awesomeness

may peace be upon us (:


KARATE KiD WAS AWESOME! Hyakdush!
translation: I din't get I-want-my-money-back feeling. (:it's good)

Even tho I went brrr-oke today, I had the I-want-to-watch-this-again feeling for this still. This is so rare of me. The only show that I can still remember I had this kind of feeling was "My name is Khan" which is like three months ago. HAHAH. Usually, its the oh-yeah-watched-that feeling. instead, I wanna watch it again! Again, again! ((; Maybe its the company (; familiar but different (= family

also, its set in China. a country i din't know i missed (;
the show brings such a heartwarming feeling... imissChina(':
wallahualam bissawab(:

Sunday, June 13, 2010

thirteenth ♥

may peace be upon you (;

meet ikan Selar kuning/Yellow-mellow/Purple fin/Blue-face/Stripey which is an angel-fish shaped kite that *Bucuk and I named after we bought it at Gek Poh some time ago. The first time we tried, it flew! (but went down soon after. i think its because the string was too short.)

as for our second attempt at the same place but of a different day, which was today, it FAILED. HAHA


had fun, pretending to fly it though (;

Saturday, June 12, 2010

old 'tanah kayu'

may peace be upon us.

It's been awhile since I went to an old place of Mum's. I used to hate gg there. It used to be boring; not much toys, too many shops, stuffy, no entertainment and most importantly no place to seat while mummy went shopping, a definite no-no place for a kid like me xD ... but I like it there now (:Imma Changed Person xD huhu)

Thanks to Pinggan Licin. ;p

The friday, I went to sch, watched "MadeOfHonor", super-hilariously yet touching of some sort. the familiar environment brings back nostalgic memories,too.
But I'm writing on fresh papers as I go. I'll survive(:

Thanks to Bucuk ;p

(:SC,uoystraeh)

Friday, June 11, 2010

let me hear this

may peace be upon us.




meant to be and written
i don't want a love song
and this is one of the reason
a romance turns wrong

when the sun shine
i don't want to be gone
like a lost kite
heartwreck on the shore

the last thing i need
someone to take me higher
the last thing i wish
someone to drop me that much faster

in this heart
a beautiful melody
it longs to sing
fly with the wind

if only they knew
what sets me free
maybe we could skip around all this
but it wasnt meant to be

so i look up and prayed
a rainbow will save the day.






if you say, bby grl it'll be okay
i'm telling you, its not enough.
jack, someone said a grl needs 3As
but sometimes, i think
a little of fairy dust* won't hurt.



'nuff said(:

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

the malay seminar

peace be upon you.

i have no husband yet i have 75 kids.
the good thing is i dont have to have them for 24 hrs.
the bad thing despite having to allow them to improve on their communication /language skills, i'm responsible to implement 'jati diri' into them as not only a citizen of SG but a malay citizen of sg.

jati diri sebagai seorang melayu.
Jika diteguh oleh orang tua "kau anak kurang ajar"
Ada tak rasa terguris hati hingga tak sedap lena?

Monday, June 7, 2010

i saw freddy

may peace be upon you.

i don't like horror movies. but a certain *bucuk go and dragged me to Cathay to watch Nightmare on Elm Street.

the good thing is mihhtiwemitdnepsottegi.
but the bad thing is I creep myself out (more than usual),
rofl.

anyway, movie updates,
I WANT TO WATCH KARATE KID W MY SISTER NEXT MONDAY!!
LETS ROCK THIS ISLAND PARADISE WHOOHOO!!!

Sunday, June 6, 2010

coincides

may peace be upon us.

I rmbr my wish almost eight years ago.
That wish gave me the courage to chop my hair off.
(it was very short okay. slope haircut. oo)

Now, I'm all dolled up with henna on my hand.


Still waiting....













The question is, how much longer will you make me wait?
















alhamdulilah majlis pernikahan dan persandingan Cik Ifa dgn Uncle Banam da selesai. tunggu abg Leng den kak Ila punya turn, next. HAHA cepat nyer masa berlalu. Rasa macam semalam kite smue masih main dgn trolley Atuk. IloveyouAtuk.

Friday, June 4, 2010

first dive

peace be upon us.

If only life is like a blog post entry. You can delete stuff, post up stuff and best of all hit the sign out button and forget about it for a while till next time. Then again, life is a book full of chapters; when one chapter ends, the other begins.............................................
its just so complicated smtimes,