Saturday, August 20, 2011

white butterfly so pretty, looks so fragile

May peace be upon you...


This is just in, a white butterfly fluttered around me just now. I managed to take a few snapshots... Here they are;


white butterfly strolling on my fork


white butterfly resting on my fork


white butterfly fascinated by my laptop?


white buttefly enjoying the fan of my laptop


I used to get very excited when I see butterfly/moths in the house. Mum always say its a malay belief that when you see a butterfly in the house, its a sign that someone's coming. It gets exciting, isn't it, to see who the mystery guest will be and why does this person(s) come to visit us. Atlas, tonight, this pretty butterfly reminded me of the proposal that has yet to come and the guest that I've missed often. SubhanAllah... please help me through this...

*breaks*

Butterfly, fly away
Flutter before the shutter goes down
I'm begging you to bring my hopes with you
The dreams you've dashed
For all is only a fool's

Butterfly, fly away
Go back where you come from
Here you don't belong
Don't sweeten me with your words
For you know yours does hurts

Butterfly, fly away
I wish I could come with you
But I have duties that I've disobeyed before
Please pardon me for I can't play
No matter how your looks make me sway

Butterfly, fly away
Fly away with these tears of longing
And this heartwrenching sorrow
Tell me once that I'll be happy again
That the love I had was not cast out the window

Butterfly, butterfly
If only he knows how much he has hurt me so
Fly away, out and away..
Won't you tell him, without him I'll wilt, I'll wilt a waste...

Sunday, August 7, 2011

cranky over dirt

May peace be upon you.

BEFORE



AFTER



If only, my house is totally dust-free.

secrets on hold

may peace be upon you.

All these while you and them have tried to tell me and I listened but I,... didn't understand.. I can't just quit my feelings. Its too complicated... Allow me to drop them then. Like the bad habit that it is... Allah, help me please. Stop this pair of coffee from spinning.